- Chapter 21-25 Recap: Volume 1
Aug 24, 2012 - Chapter 16-20 recap: volume 1
Aug 23, 2012 - Chapter 11-15 Recap: Volume 1
Aug 22, 2012 - Chapter 6-10 Recap: Volume 1
Aug 21, 2012 - Chapter 1-5 Recap: Volume 1
Aug 20, 2012 - Chapter 25. Collision
Aug 17, 2012 - Chapter 24. Just Like That
Aug 16, 2012 - Chapter 23. Or Something
Aug 15, 2012 - Chapter 22. Pitstop
Aug 14, 2012 - Chapter 21. Cut to the Chase
Aug 13, 2012 - Chapter 20. Resolve
Aug 10, 2012 - Chapter 19. Bitches' Night Out
Aug 9, 2012 - Chapter 18. Taking Back
Aug 8, 2012 - Chapter 17. Guilt By Association
Aug 7, 2012 - Chapter 16. Payback
Aug 6, 2012 - Chapter 15. Play Me
Aug 3, 2012 - Chapter 14. Better Half
Aug 2, 2012 - Chapter 13. Tristan For The Win
Aug 1, 2012 - Chapter 12. One-Minute Man
Jul 31, 2012 - Chapter 11. Imagine Me & You
Jul 30, 2012 - Chapter 10. House Rules
Jul 27, 2012 - Chapter 9. All The Other Boys
Jul 26, 2012 - Chapter 8. Tristan Be Brawlin'
Jul 25, 2012 - Chapter 7. Daily Grind
Jul 24, 2012 - Chapter 6. No Fury Like
Jul 23, 2012 - Chapter 5. For Rent
Jul 20, 2012 - Chapter 4. View From The Bedroom
Jul 19, 2012 - Chapter 3. Tristan’s Motherfuckin’ Day
Jul 18, 2012 - Chapter 2. $150 For The Night
Jul 17, 2012 - Chapter 1. Life, As A Tattoo
Jul 16, 2012
- Chapter 20-24 Recap (Volume 2)
Oct 5, 2012 - Chapter 15-19 Recap (Volume 2)
Oct 4, 2012 - Chapter 10-14 Recap (Volume 2)
Oct 3, 2012 - Chapter 6-9 Recap (Volume 2)
Oct 2, 2012 - Chapter 1-5 Recap (Volume 2)
Oct 1, 2012 - Chapter 24. In Just One Night - The Calm Before
Sep 28, 2012 - Chapter 23. In Just One Night - The Hook-Up That...
Sep 27, 2012 - Chapter 22.In Just One Night - Balls Out
Sep 26, 2012 - Chapter 21. In Just One Night - Womanizer
Sep 25, 2012 - Chapter 20. In Just One Night - Boys Night
Sep 24, 2012 - Chapter 19. Disconnect
Sep 21, 2012 - Chapter 18. Column A, Column B
Sep 20, 2012 - Chapter 17. Kiss Off
Sep 19, 2012 - Chapter 16. Pop
Sep 18, 2012 - Chapter 15. Game
Sep 17, 2012 - Chapter 14. Then Never
Sep 14, 2012 - Chapter 13. The Problem With Grown Folk
Sep 13, 2012 - Chapter 12. Chinatown
Sep 12, 2012 - Chapter 11. Blank
Sep 11, 2012 - Chapter 10. Homecoming
Sep 10, 2012 - Chapter 9. Face Off
Sep 7, 2012 - Chapter 8. A-Game
Sep 6, 2012 - Chapter 7. All Good Things
Sep 5, 2012 - Chapter 6. In The End
Sep 4, 2012 - Chapter Recap: Moments of Charlie
Sep 3, 2012 - Chapter 5. Code
Aug 31, 2012 - Chapter 4. Boys of Summer
Aug 30, 2012 - Chapter 3. Venus
Aug 29, 2012 - Chapter 2. Elephant in the Room
Aug 28, 2012
- Chapter 21-25 Recap (Volume 3)
Nov 16, 2012 - Chapter 16-20 Recap (Volume 3)
Nov 15, 2012 - Chapter 11-15 Recap (Volume 3)
Nov 14, 2012 - Chapter 6-10 Recap (Volume 3)
Nov 13, 2012 - Chapter 1-5 Recap (Volume 3)
Nov 12, 2012 - Chapter 25. Going Your Way
Nov 9, 2012 - Chapter 24. Bad Blood
Nov 8, 2012 - Chapter 23. Conceding
Nov 7, 2012 - Chapter 22. Bipartisan
Nov 6, 2012 - Chapter 21. Sometimes
Nov 5, 2012 - Chapter 20. Plus One
Nov 2, 2012 - Chapter 19. Getting Results
Nov 1, 2012 - Chapter 18. True Colors
Oct 31, 2012 - Chapter 17. Used To
Oct 30, 2012 - Chapter 16. Fierce Bitch Fab Culture
Oct 28, 2012 - Chapter 15. Be A Light
Oct 26, 2012 - Chapter 14. Clarify, Or Whatever
Oct 25, 2012 - Chapter 13. Bid
Oct 24, 2012 - Chapter 12. Want You To Hurt
Oct 23, 2012 - Chapter 11. Close to the Chest
Oct 22, 2012 - Chapter 10. Spirit
Oct 19, 2012 - Chapter 9. Showing
Oct 18, 2012 - Chapter 8. Playing Wife
Oct 17, 2012 - Chapter 7. Boss Rush
Oct 16, 2012 - Chapter 6. After School
Oct 15, 2012 - Chapter 5. BB
Oct 12, 2012 - Chapter 4. How Bougie People Do
Oct 11, 2012 - Chapter 3. Naming The Puppy
Oct 10, 2012 - Chapter 2. Intermission
Oct 9, 2012
- Chapter 21-25 Recap (Volume 4)
Dec 28, 2012 - Chapter 16-20 Recap (Volume 4)
Dec 27, 2012 - Chapter 11-15 Recap (Volume 4)
Dec 26, 2012 - Chapter 6-10 Recap (Volume 4)
Dec 25, 2012 - Chapter 1-5 Recap (Volume 4)
Dec 24, 2012 - Chapter 25. Crazy Shit
Dec 21, 2012 - Chapter 24. Battered and Bloody
Dec 20, 2012 - Chapter 23. The Only Suspect
Dec 19, 2012 - Chapter 22. Behind You
Dec 18, 2012 - Chapter 21. Trapped
Dec 17, 2012 - Chapter 20. Substantial Evidence
Dec 14, 2012 - Chapter 19. His Loss
Dec 13, 2012 - Chapter 18. Most People
Dec 12, 2012 - Chapter 17. Every Second
Dec 11, 2012 - Chapter 16. Nice
Dec 10, 2012 - Chapter 15. Facepalm
Dec 7, 2012 - Chapter 14. Fitz
Dec 6, 2012 - Chapter 13. Starcrossed
Dec 5, 2012 - Chapter 12. Long Ride
Dec 4, 2012 - Chapter 11. Not On You
Dec 3, 2012 - Chapter 10. Wallflower
Nov 30, 2012 - Chapter 9. Parker's Mood
Nov 29, 2012 - Chapter 8. A River
Nov 28, 2012 - Chapter 7. Spark
Nov 27, 2012 - Chapter 6. Thankful
Nov 26, 2012 - Chapter 5. Black Friday
Nov 23, 2012 - Chapter 4. Fork Drop
Nov 22, 2012 - Chapter 3. Give A Little Bit
Nov 21, 2012 - Chapter 2. Back to Before
Nov 20, 2012
- Chapter 21 - 25 Recap (Volume 5)
Feb 8, 2013 - Chapter 16 - 20 Recap (Volume 5)
Feb 7, 2013 - Chapter 11 - 15 Recap (Volume 5)
Feb 6, 2013 - Chapter 6 - 10 Recap (Volume 5)
Feb 5, 2013 - Chapter 1 - 5 Recap (Volume 5)
Feb 4, 2013 - Chapter 25. Just A Kiss
Feb 1, 2013 - Chapter 24. Girls
Jan 31, 2013 - Chapter 23. Beefcake
Jan 30, 2013 - Chapter 22. Off and On
Jan 29, 2013 - Chapter 21. Full House
Jan 28, 2013 - Chapter 20. Passing Ships
Jan 25, 2013 - Chapter 19. One Direction
Jan 24, 2013 - Chapter 18. Bothered
Jan 23, 2013 - Chapter 17. Let Down
Jan 22, 2013 - Chapter 16. Sweet
Jan 21, 2013 - Chapter 15. Cut Out
Jan 18, 2013 - Chapter 14. Approach
Jan 17, 2013 - Chapter 13. The Guest
Jan 16, 2013 - Chapter 12. Knock It Off
Jan 15, 2013 - Chapter 11. Unanswered
Jan 14, 2013 - Chapter 10. Mmm?
Jan 11, 2013 - Chapter 9. Yes, Alex
Jan 10, 2013 - Chapter 8. Dessert
Jan 9, 2013 - Chapter 7. Always
Jan 8, 2013 - Chapter 6. Never Come To Mind
Jan 7, 2013 - Chapter 5 The Fourth
Jan 4, 2013 - Chapter 4 The Third
Jan 3, 2013 - Chapter 3 The Second
Jan 2, 2013 - Chapter 2 The First
Jan 1, 2013
- Chapter 21-25 Recap (Volume 6)
Mar 22, 2013 - Chapter 16-20 Recap (Volume 6)
Mar 21, 2013 - Chapter 11-15 Recap (Volume 6)
Mar 20, 2013 - Chapter 6-10 Recap (Volume 6)
Mar 19, 2013 - Chapter 1-5 Recap (Volume 6)
Mar 17, 2013 - Chapter 25. Too Late
Mar 15, 2013 - Chapter 24. Short Term Parking
Mar 14, 2013 - Chapter 23. Been There
Mar 13, 2013 - Chapter 22. New Times
Mar 12, 2013 - Chapter 21. Start No Drama
Mar 11, 2013 - Chapter 20. Wander
Mar 8, 2013 - Chapter 19. Sweet Kid
Mar 7, 2013 - Chapter 18. Stupid Me
Mar 6, 2013 - Chapter 17. Chat
Mar 5, 2013 - Chapter 16. Limits
Mar 4, 2013 - Chapter 15. Secret Pain
Mar 1, 2013 - Chapter 14. Almost
Feb 28, 2013 - Chapter 13. The Date
Feb 27, 2013 - Chapter 12. Cyber Slut
Feb 26, 2013 - Chapter 11. Done
Feb 25, 2013 - Chapter 10. Buzzed
Feb 22, 2013 - Chapter 9. Muse
Feb 21, 2013 - Chapter 8. Sup
Feb 20, 2013 - Chapter 7. Changing
Feb 19, 2013 - Chapter 6. Wounded
Feb 18, 2013 - Chapter 5. Homework
Feb 15, 2013 - Chapter 4. Just A Day
Feb 14, 2013 - Chapter 3. Chance
Feb 13, 2013 - Chapter 2. ...Complicated...
Feb 12, 2013
- Chapter 21-25 Recap (Volume 7)
May 3, 2013 - Chapter 16-20 Recap (Volume 7)
May 2, 2013 - Chapter 11-15 Recap (Volume 7)
May 1, 2013 - Chapter 6-10 Recap (Volume 7)
Apr 30, 2013 - Chapter 1-5 Recap (Volume 7)
Apr 29, 2013 - Chapter 25. One of the Rare Ones
Apr 26, 2013 - Chapter 24. Block
Apr 25, 2013 - Chapter 23. April Snow
Apr 24, 2013 - Chapter 22. Trolling
Apr 23, 2013 - Chapter 21. Boring
Apr 22, 2013 - Chapter 20. Trade
Apr 19, 2013 - Chapter 19. Traditional
Apr 18, 2013 - Chapter 18. Exes
Apr 17, 2013 - Chapter 17. The Kid That Took The Picture
Apr 16, 2013 - Chapter 16. Better
Apr 15, 2013 - Chapter 15. Ur So Hawt
Apr 12, 2013 - Chapter 14. Baby John Doe
Apr 11, 2013 - Chapter 13. The Math
Apr 10, 2013 - Chapter 12. Perfect
Apr 9, 2013 - Chapter 11. Skinny Twink
Apr 8, 2013 - Chapter 10. Big Spoon
Apr 5, 2013 - Chapter 9. Perfect
Apr 4, 2013 - Chapter 8. Not That I Care
Apr 3, 2013 - Chapter 7. Other
Apr 2, 2013 - Chapter 6. Back To School
Apr 1, 2013 - Chapter 5. Rogue
Mar 29, 2013 - Chapter 4. Tribute
Mar 28, 2013 - Chapter 3. Nothing Happened
Mar 27, 2013 - Chapter 2. Footnote
Mar 26, 2013
VOLUME EIGHT
- Chapter 15. Charged
May 24, 2013 - Chapter 14. Limbo
May 23, 2013 - Chapter 13. Percentages
May 22, 2013 - Chapter 12. Extinguished
May 21, 2013 - Chapter 11. The Waiting Game
May 20, 2013 - Chapter 10. When I Grow Up
May 17, 2013 - Chapter 9. Holding
May 16, 2013 - Chapter 8. Sneaking Around
May 15, 2013 - Chapter 7. A Work of Art
May 14, 2013 - Chapter 6. Good Enough
May 13, 2013 - Chapter 5. Too Good
May 10, 2013 - Chapter 4. Semantics
May 9, 2013 - Chapter 3. The Nose Knows
May 8, 2013 - Chapter 2. Gay Abs
May 7, 2013 - Chapter 1. Worst Idea Ever
May 6, 2013
7. All Good Things
Tristan could never figure out the right thing to wear when it was important. Throwing yet another set of checked shirt and striped tie on the growing pile on his floor, he was determined to look flawless. This was going to be the event where he solidified his place with the A-Gays. Just as he pulled another possible combo out of his closet, his phone vibrated. It was a text from Charlie's phone, so it must've been from Charlie's sister Eddy. Tristan read the text and dropped the shirt and tie immediately. He was out the door in seconds, hailing a cab to the hospital.
David was just getting out of a client meeting when he got the text from Charlie's phone. He called Other David immediately to pick him up and drive him to the hospital. Becka and Brad were in the middle of bickering about household cleanliness when they got the text. Steve was on his way to Haven to bring Edward some dinner because he was working late when he got the text. Upon hearing this, Edward asked Josh to hold down the fort while he met Steve at the hospital.
Somewhere in Boystown, a man was in the shower. His boyfriend was dressing in the bedroom, getting ready for a gala. The man's phone rang on the bed and his boyfriend, being the type that he was, picked up the phone. It was a text from Charlie. He was immediately filled with jealousy and suspicion.
"Diego?" called the man from the bathroom, getting out of the shower. "Was that my phone?"
"No babe," Diego lied, deleting the text message. "It was mine."
*
"We're doing everything we can," the nurse assured them.
"Except telling us what the fuck is going on!" Eddy screamed. Hunter held her back.
"Please," Hunter said, "If you could just tell us something... "
"Bring him back!" Eddy screamed, breaking down into sobs. Hunter held her as Steve, Edward, Tristan, Becka, Brad, and the Davids came rushing in.
"How's he doing?" asked Steve.
"He went into cardiac arrest," said Hunter. "They've been trying to resuscitate him, but we don't know... " Charlie's doctor came out of the ICU. They all braced themselves for the news.
"I'm sorry... " he started. But they didn't hear the rest: that was enough to send them into tears and comforting.
*
There was a long beep.
A nurse wrote down 6:16PM as the time of death.
The long beep continued.
Another nurse began to bring the sheet over Charlie's face as another began to shut off the life support.
Then... there was a short beep.
And another.
And another.
Charlie opened his eyes. Shadowy figures loomed above him. Voices that seemed like they were on the other side of an echoing hallway said things like "He's clear" and "Impossible." He realized how weighed down he felt all of a sudden, not just by the tubes and wires that were attached to him but by the very act of breathing. The moments before were a blur: the empty bar, the white light, the drawing of the phoenix. The choice. He wasn't sure if it was real or some drug induced dream, but before it all faded away, Charlie made sure to commit that memory to his soul: he had made the choice to come back. Now he couldn't fuck it up.
*
As the documented next of kin, Eddy and Hunter were allowed to go in for a few minutes to see how he was. Hunter stayed back by the door, letting the actual next of kin talk to him. Eddy pulled up the chair next to the bed and held his hand. Charlie opened his eyes, slightly.
"Hey Ed," he said in a weak voice that reminded her of when he woke up from getting his appendix removed when they were kids. She was strong for him then, the protective big sister. At this moment, she wasn't strong enough to keep the tears from streaming down her cheeks.
"Hey Chuck," she said, kissing his hand. "Don't you ever fucking do that to me again."
"I know. Sorry. I'm such a dumbass."
"Stop it. Nobody blames you. I texted everyone in your phone. There is a waiting room full of people who have been hoping and praying for you to make it... "
"Where's mom and dad?"
"They were at that conference in Beijing. They hopped the first plane back as soon as I got a hold of them."
"You texted everyone? Is... ?"
"No, he's not." Which reminded Eddy that she needed to find a certain ex of Charlie's and kick him in the balls.
"God, I'm such an asshole. Of all the things I could think of... "
"Stop it," Eddy said. "You are surrounded by people who love and care about you. You were dead and now you're not. These are all good things. Fuck everything else."
There was a light knock at the door and Hunter opened it. It was the intern who Hunter recognized as Tyler's crush.
"I'm sorry," said the intern. "Charles needs his rest."
"Fargo," Charlie said, as the hot intern exited. Eddy laughed, kissing him all over his cheeks, wiping the tears from her eyes.
"Bank," she said, getting up to leave. Hunter held the door for Eddy, looking at Charlie wistfully as he began to walk out.
"Hunter... ?" Charlie croaked, in a dry and raspy voice.
"Yeah, dude?"
Charlie looked Hunter dead in the eye and managed a weak smile. "Fuck you too."
Then Charlie fell asleep.
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David was just getting out of a client meeting when he got the text from Charlie's phone. He called Other David immediately to pick him up and drive him to the hospital. Becka and Brad were in the middle of bickering about household cleanliness when they got the text. Steve was on his way to Haven to bring Edward some dinner because he was working late when he got the text. Upon hearing this, Edward asked Josh to hold down the fort while he met Steve at the hospital.
Somewhere in Boystown, a man was in the shower. His boyfriend was dressing in the bedroom, getting ready for a gala. The man's phone rang on the bed and his boyfriend, being the type that he was, picked up the phone. It was a text from Charlie. He was immediately filled with jealousy and suspicion.
"Diego?" called the man from the bathroom, getting out of the shower. "Was that my phone?"
"No babe," Diego lied, deleting the text message. "It was mine."
*
"We're doing everything we can," the nurse assured them.
"Except telling us what the fuck is going on!" Eddy screamed. Hunter held her back.
"Please," Hunter said, "If you could just tell us something... "
"Bring him back!" Eddy screamed, breaking down into sobs. Hunter held her as Steve, Edward, Tristan, Becka, Brad, and the Davids came rushing in.
"How's he doing?" asked Steve.
"He went into cardiac arrest," said Hunter. "They've been trying to resuscitate him, but we don't know... " Charlie's doctor came out of the ICU. They all braced themselves for the news.
"I'm sorry... " he started. But they didn't hear the rest: that was enough to send them into tears and comforting.
*
There was a long beep.
A nurse wrote down 6:16PM as the time of death.
The long beep continued.
Another nurse began to bring the sheet over Charlie's face as another began to shut off the life support.
Then... there was a short beep.
And another.
And another.
Charlie opened his eyes. Shadowy figures loomed above him. Voices that seemed like they were on the other side of an echoing hallway said things like "He's clear" and "Impossible." He realized how weighed down he felt all of a sudden, not just by the tubes and wires that were attached to him but by the very act of breathing. The moments before were a blur: the empty bar, the white light, the drawing of the phoenix. The choice. He wasn't sure if it was real or some drug induced dream, but before it all faded away, Charlie made sure to commit that memory to his soul: he had made the choice to come back. Now he couldn't fuck it up.
*
As the documented next of kin, Eddy and Hunter were allowed to go in for a few minutes to see how he was. Hunter stayed back by the door, letting the actual next of kin talk to him. Eddy pulled up the chair next to the bed and held his hand. Charlie opened his eyes, slightly.
"Hey Ed," he said in a weak voice that reminded her of when he woke up from getting his appendix removed when they were kids. She was strong for him then, the protective big sister. At this moment, she wasn't strong enough to keep the tears from streaming down her cheeks.
"Hey Chuck," she said, kissing his hand. "Don't you ever fucking do that to me again."
"I know. Sorry. I'm such a dumbass."
"Stop it. Nobody blames you. I texted everyone in your phone. There is a waiting room full of people who have been hoping and praying for you to make it... "
"Where's mom and dad?"
"They were at that conference in Beijing. They hopped the first plane back as soon as I got a hold of them."
"You texted everyone? Is... ?"
"No, he's not." Which reminded Eddy that she needed to find a certain ex of Charlie's and kick him in the balls.
"God, I'm such an asshole. Of all the things I could think of... "
"Stop it," Eddy said. "You are surrounded by people who love and care about you. You were dead and now you're not. These are all good things. Fuck everything else."
There was a light knock at the door and Hunter opened it. It was the intern who Hunter recognized as Tyler's crush.
"I'm sorry," said the intern. "Charles needs his rest."
"Fargo," Charlie said, as the hot intern exited. Eddy laughed, kissing him all over his cheeks, wiping the tears from her eyes.
"Bank," she said, getting up to leave. Hunter held the door for Eddy, looking at Charlie wistfully as he began to walk out.
"Hunter... ?" Charlie croaked, in a dry and raspy voice.
"Yeah, dude?"
Charlie looked Hunter dead in the eye and managed a weak smile. "Fuck you too."
Then Charlie fell asleep.
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