Wednesday 6/21/2006
Track 1: You probaly think this song is about you
What's so interesting about a twenty-something, especially this one?
What really have I confessed and does confessing imply I'm ashamed of what I did or trying to play it off as some flirty ploy title that devulges my "twink behaving badly ways"?
Recently and reluctantly I contacted a fellow writer I've had bumpy relations with to praise a post in his blog. Like others I've read from him I thought it was both brillant and heart breaking.
I say reluctantly because the person I admired all of a sudden is not the person I had met and come to know maybe much too briefly. Now this writer wouldn't actually acknowledge any hostility, that's one of his many passive agressive complexes, but his opinions of my career choices and work have been rudely criticized despite his stance of genuine concern.
Originally I believed his work to be vanilla, meaning the shit was boring as hell. Then again I write about dildos and porn stars. *wink*
When I found what was really only blog posts I discovered true talent and insight that I don't even know if I could develope. It's crazy how someone can say such profound things that are deeply relatable to myself and in turn be completely unrelatable in person.
Funny way to give a compliment, but certainly fitting.
What really have I confessed and does confessing imply I'm ashamed of what I did or trying to play it off as some flirty ploy title that devulges my "twink behaving badly ways"?
Recently and reluctantly I contacted a fellow writer I've had bumpy relations with to praise a post in his blog. Like others I've read from him I thought it was both brillant and heart breaking.
I say reluctantly because the person I admired all of a sudden is not the person I had met and come to know maybe much too briefly. Now this writer wouldn't actually acknowledge any hostility, that's one of his many passive agressive complexes, but his opinions of my career choices and work have been rudely criticized despite his stance of genuine concern.
Originally I believed his work to be vanilla, meaning the shit was boring as hell. Then again I write about dildos and porn stars. *wink*
When I found what was really only blog posts I discovered true talent and insight that I don't even know if I could develope. It's crazy how someone can say such profound things that are deeply relatable to myself and in turn be completely unrelatable in person.
Funny way to give a compliment, but certainly fitting.
Friday 6/9/2006
getting back on the bike
In attempt to downsize my man curves in order to pose for another promotional CP postcard I hit the Crunch gym downtown. With very little time to bounce back from my binge eating ways of the past month I enlisted the help of a "particular" gentleman friend with certain expertise in putting your body through a boot camp. This "particular" gentleman so happens to have a banging bod which he credits to workout tips he learned from his fresh stint in jail:)
Long story short I lasted 10 min before he insisted I take my whining ass over to the treadmill side with "all the girls and fags"...
..I couldnt't hide my relief
If working out to you is running 5 miles per hr singing along to Kelly Clarkson on your ipod shuffle, it's still working out!....you just may not be able to pose have naked on a postcard by next week.
Ugth the sacrifices...
..wait I'm a writer, right?
Long story short I lasted 10 min before he insisted I take my whining ass over to the treadmill side with "all the girls and fags"...
..I couldnt't hide my relief
If working out to you is running 5 miles per hr singing along to Kelly Clarkson on your ipod shuffle, it's still working out!....you just may not be able to pose have naked on a postcard by next week.
Ugth the sacrifices...
..wait I'm a writer, right?
Wednesday 6/7/2006
and arnold said "I'll be baaack"
Much like Madonna, a married Britney Spears, and democrats I'm in the works of staging my comeback...
Yes folks after my whirlwind gay tour of the coasts I took a little hiatus...I was burnt and it was time for a little undocumented debachery.
Furthermore I had to take a break to find my true voice and be completely comfortable with it to face the critics.
Ready to see the truth?
*Check out my new column in "Out of the Closet" on the main page, while your anxiously waiting.
Yes folks after my whirlwind gay tour of the coasts I took a little hiatus...I was burnt and it was time for a little undocumented debachery.
Furthermore I had to take a break to find my true voice and be completely comfortable with it to face the critics.
Ready to see the truth?
*Check out my new column in "Out of the Closet" on the main page, while your anxiously waiting.
Saturday 4/8/2006
Sal-E
The amazing, multi-talented, crazed artist of Milio's Salon on Belmont will be putting on his makeup in the windows of Beatnicks tonight...begining at 8pm.
You can also find him working the doors for the Boom Boom room in his over the top attire
I love this bitch!
Check out what Sal-E did for Chicagopride.com's sponsorship of the Gay Games Swimming...frozen smelts!
You can also find him working the doors for the Boom Boom room in his over the top attire
I love this bitch!
Check out what Sal-E did for Chicagopride.com's sponsorship of the Gay Games Swimming...frozen smelts!
Saturday 4/8/2006
Brrrrrrrrrrrr
Its so cold...I don't want to move...I don't want to write...just wear sweat pants and cuddle.
I promise to update a lot more tommorow but for now I will leave you with the image of better days..
LA--->
I promise to update a lot more tommorow but for now I will leave you with the image of better days..
LA--->
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