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I've been single for a week now. Yeah I'm not looking for anything as far as a committed relationship. Dating, friends, or whatever is good for me. I changed all my info on my pages to make myself seem more interesting. But what gives? Are there seriously no single ladies around my age available out there any more? Am I the only one who's left that's single and looking. My info, to me, is interesting. I'm an intriguing person. So why am I not getting any hits on my profile. No messages no nothing. Maybe I really am meant to be alone.

ok so i know the worst thing to do is talk about an ex girlfriend/boyfriend. but there's just something i really need to get off my chest.
I'm a good person. pure heart, never cheated on anyone (i don't believe in cheating for many reasons), love life, and love to be happy in my life. but what really tweaks my butt is when you break up with someone and you find out a few things that makes things during that relationship make a lot more sense.
I found out that my x gf still has feelings for the girl she left to be with me. i also found out that they are seeing each other now. we've been broken up for 4 days (jan. 30 was when we broke up) and she's seeing her x gf now. wtf is up with that? "I still love her and have feelings for her it's a different love than what i have for you and we're only seeing each other for right now maybe later down the road we'll work on a relationship and have a family and some kids"
Ok so what you're telling me is that our relationship meant nothing to you, that you didn't want to try to work things out, and you didn't want to spend the rest of your life with me and have a our own family? That's fucking screwed up.
You tell some one that you love them, they are your world, your shining star, then make them feel that way. don't make them feel like they are less than the dirt you walk on.
How hard is it really to find a decent girl any more. one that is different than those that i've dated. This is the 2nd time i've been in a relationship like this.
my first one was kind of like my latest one but the break up was totally the same. and the 2nd relationship was so similar to this one.
Maybe i'm just a magnet for bad relationships and ppl who like to use me or something. i really don't know. but i know i don't want another relationship that's like the 3 i have had.