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In times like these when I feel the stress at work I always have the hardest time relaxing. The week only goes by so slow and I can't wait for the weekend. On the drive home today after work I was distracted. I couldn't think of anything else other than my job. I do fear of losing it as well, much like any one of you. As much as I could weigh in the pros and all the things I can provide for my company...you just never know. I was driving home and all I wanted to do is forget about it...It makes me want to scream just so I could let it all out...but I can't. I turned on the music and raised the volume up so all my thoughts can drown...and so I can begin to forget...

This video is amazing and inspiring. It's a video of people with hearing disability doing an artistic thousand arms dance.

Friday night was a meet and greet at Sidetrack for the Chicago Spirit Brigade. I met everyone there and it was nice to chat with them outside of the CSB world. I had a blast especially when most of us went to Charlie's afterwards for Country and 2 steppin. My friend Melissa thought it was going to be a Ciara 2 steppin kinda thing but boy was she disappointed. But I miss cowboy nights at Charlie's. But there's still a shortage of leaders there. Everyone wants to be the follower. Everyone wants to be the biatch. That's why I stick with the line dances.

Charlie's is so low key, no attitude, laid back kinda place before 2am, that's fo sho!

V-Day was alright...but I was with a lot of women that night bar crawlin and drinkin. We went to Redmonds and Sheffields and the night was very different compare to all of my other night outs.

So for this past weekend, here are some highlights.

1) My friend Kristine just got so wasted that she wanted to have a threesome with me and her boyfriend. Might I say her BF is HOT!

2) I can just tell her to get me some water while the Bf and I get on it.

3) She said he has a huge package. Hmmm.

4) Her sister was wearning a short-skirted dress and went in commando. Real American Hero I suppose.

5) I did not get plastered this time around...My tolerance must have been getting better.

6) I met Artemis! Cute Cute puppy that Sarah just got from Paws. If youre not into having kids....settle for a puppy!

7) I managed to skip Roscoe's all through this past weekend. Wow...and I mean Wow!

8) Melissa was walking around the night of the bar crawl trying to get people lick her Ring pop....talk about getting MONO. LMAO!

This weekend is suppose to be V-Day or to some Single Awareness Day or SAD LMAOROTF!!!!!!!

I'm single, yet again. But this time the break up ran smoother than I thought it would. The problem was, no matter how we tried to make it work the second time around it still did not click as great relationships do. Even though we have differences in personality, we both have the same goals. Yet our ways are different so as much as we were committed everything seemed bland and boring. So...it's done. Nuff said.

Work today was stressful, overwhelming, and disappointing. Two people whom I had great respect for got laid off for the wrong reasons. All this corporate mumbo jumbo does not really hold true to one of the sacred rules at work. They're only doing it to cover their buns. It's so unfair to see good workers leave while the slackers and ass-kissers stay. I won't be surprised if I too am let go. Still, I have to stay optimistic.

YOU TUBE TODAY

"Fidelity": Don't Divorce... from Courage Campaign on Vimeo.